There is no fucking relief.
I hate who I have become and I hate who I have been.
The percentage of my life that I spent not being an insufferable thunder cunt,
I’ve been fat and sad.
I’m incapable of not hurting anyone I love, 
I feel trapped in this body,
I feel trapped in this house.
I hate that the only reason I’m alive is because of other people.
The pain of being alive is fucking insufferable and I don’t have any other choice.

I just want to set everything on fire.

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